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Shhh!... Listen to the silence, to the endless beauty of the silence; I told my mind. “ I want to be there with you” were the words that escaped from my mouth while seating by the sea. I felt the fear when you know that what you just wished is simply wrong at some level. The wind had stopped blowing a while ago so had the rain which meant their conversation was over. I cherished these moments were I get to talk to him and feel like he is listening, even when I can’t explain how; a fact that I decided to ignore and simply enjoy. I wasn’t waiting for an answer but the wind blew with such an intensity for the next few minutes that I knew he was trying to say something, as if trying to keep me in this world, to shake that thought out of my mind. But the more I felt him, the more that wish intensified, and then I realized that he was trying to make me understand how important it was for him that I didn’t wish that I forget about that wish and move on. I suddenly thought someone said: “I Love you! And you, Love me too…. But I can’t have you wasting your life wishing you were with me!’ …. I looked around and no one was there , I looked to the sky and felt like it was smiling at me, with the same smile he always gave me. I sat and let a tear fall down, and enjoyed the rest of our silence knowing that somehow he was there, and will always be there!